1. 28
    Mar

    .

    terrified of what’s to come.

    i feel inadequate.

    help.

  2. 13
    Dec

    breathe.

    STOP THINKING ABOUT HOW YOU SCREWED UP IN THE PAST. WHATS THE DAMN POINT YOU CANT DO NOTHIN ABOUT IT NOW.

    jesus.

    breathe and move on and focus on right now.

  3. 5
    Oct

    i need to learn to be less anxious.

    things will work out in the end..right?

    screw-ups can be fixed. not the end of the world.

  4. 26
    Sep

    role model.

    focus on learning from the person you look up to, instead of wasting time trying to be them. 

  5. 3
    Sep

    flaw.

    I found out what my biggest problem is. and this applies to every aspect of my life.

    i focus too much on trying to find the easy way in and out of things instead of challenging myself.

    whether or not it’s the right time to do it, senior year will be a time for changes, a time for getting out of my comfort zone.

    i’m going to pursue everything i need to instead of fixating on whether or not it will make my life that much more difficult.

    i got this shit.

  6. 29
    Aug

    bleak.

    i’m sitting in the lounge before catching my flight back to boston and next to me is this married couple..but they sound more like business partners.

    they clearly have some issues that need to be resolved..but instead of talking like REAL spouses should, they are discussing their “matters” like they are in some meeting.

    the most non-bitter interaction I observed between them was when they were both revising an email they were about to send to some family friends..and even that wasn’t without some sort of argument or disagreement.

    she just told her husband, “i’m your biggest cheerleader” and that just sounds like the saddest effort to try to resolve their issues. 

    i hope to never fall into a marriage like this one— having that wall between you and your husband would be the most unfortunate relationship. 

  7. 15
    Aug

    real.

    thing’s are getting SO real as the summer is coming to a close.

    i’m leaving home in about 2 weeks.

    it’s already senior year.

    i have to make some really important decisions and i just don’t know how.

    IM LEAVING HOME IN ABOUT 2 WEEKS. 

    i really can’t deal with that.

    it’s been a really long summer and i’ve grown accustomed to being home again..it’s been a while since I’ve been home for this long. and i’m beginning to think i don’t ever want to live far from it. 

    ugh..

    i’m anxious/sad/worried/pissed/frustrated all at the same time..

    all I know is I have to rock senior year so that I don’t have any regrets.

    What comes afterwards?

    I still don’t know.

  8. 9
    Aug

    thanks

    i’ve met some pretty ridiculous people this summer.

    i’ve never met anyone so selfish, rude, inconsiderate, blunt, motive-driven, and superficial.

    it’s just embarassing to even be in their presence when they act the way they do.

    i guess i owe them a big thank-you though, because i’m learning a lot about how NOT to live my life.

    so yeah. thanks for being such obnoxious people!

  9. 1
    12
    May

    doesn’t make sense.

    i’ve got ambition.

    i’m greedy.

    i’m hungry for success.

    but i don’t have motivation.

    i’m not driven.

    what a horrible combination.

  10. 5
    May

    so incredibly nervous and relaxed at the same time.

    so happy and loved but so lonely at the same time.

    so blessed but so stressed out. 

    i hope this summer can be a way for me to learn more about myself and where i’m headed.

    after all, it’s gonna be a loooooooooong summer. 

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